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Post by survivorjoshua on Aug 14, 2020 22:40:08 GMT
got a lot to talk about, ill send this link real quick to my video and I'll type a lot more tonight.
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Post by survivorjoshua on Aug 14, 2020 22:42:57 GMT
Post tribal thoughts, mainly how I’m glad we pulled off the vote and Ryan’s antics following tribal.
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Post by survivorjoshua on Aug 14, 2020 23:52:15 GMT
I'm so happy Ben got voted out, we had some wonderful conversations before he turned into a gamebot lmao
I say that partly joking as I know i havent necessarily gone out of my way to have life conversation with him or someone like Kari or Ryan but i have had natural and fluid conversations with others where i can talk about my day list about their day and then talk about game, it doesnt have to be game game game and thats why i feel i'm doing very well in the position that im in.
I've been going kinda crazy not having something to nit pick at or really just let out some excitement on, so when ryan wanted to bring the conversation to the tribe chat I was ALL for it, and i let him have it while he was trying to bring us down i just kepting going as long as he was willing to keep taking shots lmao
But as soon as Ryan started bringing my family into it and my age into it, I was done with him. He talks about respect and honor but he's doing the same things he's put us down for. Of course I got the butt end of a lot of his steam because I am the youngest person in the cast and I'm an easy out for people who want someone to blame. I don't mind it, it's quite funny if anything cause at this point i've kinda given up the fact that I'll win but im really just happy to get anywhere in this game.
I really want to win the money of course, mainly for my goddaughter. A few years ago my brother asked me to be the godfather to his daughter and i could not say no. Since then I had created a bank account for her and have been putting money in it monthly so that when she turns 18 and is ready to go into college she will have money for herself so that if she ever finds herself struggling or anything that she will have something to fall back on and give her a cushion in life. It's a little thing of course but it's hard to put money in the bank monthly when i also have stuff i have to spend my money on. So i hope that i am able to enjoy the game and let her reap the benefits if I'm able to win.
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Post by survivorjoshua on Aug 15, 2020 6:28:19 GMT
Winning immunity was great especially with so little time for tribal I felt it was a must win but im afraid that what alex is telling me will actually come true. If it is true Kilby will most likely get the majority of votes and if that happens could be real bad news for me, but id rather he go home than a Taylor because I feel i have better odds getting farther with Taylor than i would with Kilby so i appreciate alex for giving me the heads up and thats all i need is to know hey its not the way you want it but thats what i feel i have to do, and i can use this against him way down the line if needed haha.
being immune definitely helps calm my nerves a bit cause we are approaching the end game and i feel i have a strong path to the end as long as all the pieces fall together.
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